zwan
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I have thought about this quite long and I really see no point in living anymore.
I have come to the realisation that no one really does love me. I do have friends and family but no one of them really cares about me. If I kill myself now it will probably be a week before anyone finds my body.
I really have thought about this rationally and its not that I am depressed its that I just do not find joy in life. I always wanted to be loved but alas I think that will be a pleasure that will always be derived from me. I am sad a then and then but most of these days all I see is gray.
Each morning I look at the bullet I will use and find comfort in it. I have given myself till january to find happiness or at least be content otherwise ... yes you do get the point.
I really do hope you had a better day then me..
I have come to the realisation that no one really does love me. I do have friends and family but no one of them really cares about me. If I kill myself now it will probably be a week before anyone finds my body.
I really have thought about this rationally and its not that I am depressed its that I just do not find joy in life. I always wanted to be loved but alas I think that will be a pleasure that will always be derived from me. I am sad a then and then but most of these days all I see is gray.
Each morning I look at the bullet I will use and find comfort in it. I have given myself till january to find happiness or at least be content otherwise ... yes you do get the point.
I really do hope you had a better day then me..