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Whats the weirdess thing you've done out of loneliness?
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Im depressed, lonely and in a dark space 

One weird thing LONELINESS made me do, sometimes I go to Walmart parking lot and sit in my car just to get away from the house and to get some air. And while sitting in Walmart I just look at all the people, and the families and friends who all are going inside of walmart and just live through them, like "Wow they are normal and is able to be normal", meanwhile i am damaged, and stuck". I am 24 years old and have nothing but negative messages in my head from a dangerously verbally abusive people that is so hard to shake. I really sit on how these people that walks inside of walmart are human and have issues just like all of us, but they are "living". I don't know how to yet. Money issues is getting in the way, but I am working 24/7 and is saving to move away. But yet and still reality is still eating me alive.

I Yearn so much for a life. I feel so guilty for wanting a life. I feel so guilty for wanting more. My family really done a job 

Anyhow, what are the weirdest thing "loneliness" made you do?
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#2
There was one time.....I talked to strangers. Don't judge me, I was desperate. Club
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(11-28-2016, 09:05 AM)TheAnxiousPain Wrote:  have issues just like all of us

I have also come to this realization 

I too will talk to strangers
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#4
The weirdest thing I did was tell myself that I'm a worthless piece of shit, when some of the people who made me feel that way were the real pieces of shit.
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(11-28-2016, 09:05 AM)TheAnxiousPain Wrote: Im depressed, lonely and in a dark space 

One weird thing LONELINESS made me do, sometimes I go to Walmart parking lot and sit in my car just to get away from the house and to get some air. And while sitting in Walmart I just look at all the people, and the families and friends who all are going inside of walmart and just live through them, like "Wow they are normal and is able to be normal", meanwhile i am damaged, and stuck". I am 24 years old and have nothing but negative messages in my head from a dangerously verbally abusive people that is so hard to shake. I really sit on how these people that walks inside of walmart are human and have issues just like all of us, but they are "living". I don't know how to yet. Money issues is getting in the way, but I am working 24/7 and is saving to move away. But yet and still reality is still eating me alive.

I Yearn so much for a life. I feel so guilty for wanting a life. I feel so guilty for wanting more. My family really done a job 

Anyhow, what are the weirdest thing "loneliness" made you do?

Sounds normal to me. Done that. Kinda.
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#6
Walked for hours waiting to find some obscure place with people alike. Did this at least 3 times since last year.
I'm actually David Blane.
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#7
I looked for neighbourhood cats to stroke. I usually found one which was accommodating Wink
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(11-29-2016, 06:28 AM)Kianda Wrote: I looked for neighbourhood cats to stroke. I usually found one which was accommodating Wink

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#9
I'd not neccessarily count any of these things as weird but still thought I could share. It made me redefine what is worth not doing among people when I want to do something.

I sit down in grocery stores if I'm tired, most often out of the way. My business if my feet are tired.
I take walks in middle of night. Less bright than during daytime.
I dressed up as a vampire (cape, teeth, lenses, you name it) and walked around like that.
Sometimes, people noticed me. More important, I felt like it. And that is what loneliness did, it made me choose being me in front of not me (and maybe still not have been accepted.) These are just the first things I get to think of, however.
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#10
What I have done out of loneliness-

I have searched for sex with strangers
I have went on spending sprees
I have secretly and openly envied people who are able to be loved and cared for by others
I have been spiteful to others
I have people watched from my car, inventing stories about them, and getting jealous over the stories I invented

I also agreed that my parents did screw me up as a child.
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