Blue Spectre
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As the days march past, the emptiness within me grows.I'm out of songs to save me from drowning everyday. I can't relate, express or feel anything but this grey emotional haze.She is so beautiful, and I know that she will never care.Beauty is so cruel. Everyday it butchers me.I can't see a way out.I know Im just whining and I know how dumb this sounds and that's the reason no one will understand, no one can.In the end, we are all alone, aren't we?Sometimes I try to see the world through her eyes.I know it's not easy being her and that she hurts too.And as cruel as her beauty is it also gives me hope, strength to move on and learn my life. I shouldn't be complaining. To be given the chance to witness such beauty....I am grateful.