I’m new to all this so forgive me for the errors and probably constant babbling.
I like everyone else on the site has there own problems. That is how I found this site. While looking through it, I found a post of a woman I dated for a few months this past summer. This woman is someone I fell for fast and hard. Not something I wanted or planned. It ended and I became a pain in the ass to her. Sending emails all the time, trying to figure out what I had done. I just saw us as a great match. Well not that you need me to tell you. All my excessive emails did was push her away more.
The problems she wrote about, was something I did know about. It has gotten worse since we split. When I read it, I started to rehash a lot of feelings for her. I contacted her just to say I am here for her to talk. I didn’t explain well enough I don’t think how I came by the posts. That I hope doesn’t matter anyway. I guess I am curious to others opinions if I should have even mentioned I had seen it or written her in the first place?
I know there will never be anything between us again. I blew that shot. I don’t know if I would really want anything. We have tried to remain friends, but I have trust issues. Well I feel she broke that trust. So now we don’t talk at all. I would like to be at least one person she can come to and cry, vent or just sit there quietly. I hate writing this because there is a chance she will read it. I hope I have made it clear to anyone that reads this though. Your comments may help her understand or maybe I need to understand.
I like everyone else on the site has there own problems. That is how I found this site. While looking through it, I found a post of a woman I dated for a few months this past summer. This woman is someone I fell for fast and hard. Not something I wanted or planned. It ended and I became a pain in the ass to her. Sending emails all the time, trying to figure out what I had done. I just saw us as a great match. Well not that you need me to tell you. All my excessive emails did was push her away more.
The problems she wrote about, was something I did know about. It has gotten worse since we split. When I read it, I started to rehash a lot of feelings for her. I contacted her just to say I am here for her to talk. I didn’t explain well enough I don’t think how I came by the posts. That I hope doesn’t matter anyway. I guess I am curious to others opinions if I should have even mentioned I had seen it or written her in the first place?
I know there will never be anything between us again. I blew that shot. I don’t know if I would really want anything. We have tried to remain friends, but I have trust issues. Well I feel she broke that trust. So now we don’t talk at all. I would like to be at least one person she can come to and cry, vent or just sit there quietly. I hate writing this because there is a chance she will read it. I hope I have made it clear to anyone that reads this though. Your comments may help her understand or maybe I need to understand.