lonelyfairy said:
My question is like the title says:
Any other childfree people here? Why are you childfree? Have you had any issues for finding a partner because of it? Thanks in advance!
I feel so alone with this...
I'm childfree.
My controversial suggestion is that most men in American society are probably childfree. However, that's just my opinion based on my own social interactions.
I value my freedom, that is, my association of Me, Myself, and I according to my responsibilities which are entirely and unto Myself....more than, probably anything else, really.
It's caused SOME issues, but not a whole lot, because I'm typically quite honest and forward about my own rules about being with someone with kids. The main issue is that I'm honest about not wanting to partake in the responsibility of paying for someone else's kids, or compensating their life because they chose to have kids. But if you have kids, and you have some sort of a working system already where you pay for your kids and you pay your bills and you already have a functioning system then I don't mind paying for typical small things like dinner dates, movie dates, presents, occasional toys if I feel so inclined and happen to like your children. Bbuuuttt, I'm not paying for diapers, food, clothes, actual supplies. YOU'RE the parent, YOU had the kid, that's YOUR responsibility. I'm just the guy on the sideline.
The rebuttal I get to that is usually: "Well, what about when the children become attached to you, what then? Now you have kids to consider."
Honestly, if your kids like me and you already have a functioning stable system, then yeah when I've got some free time if things didn't work out between us I'll come by and see them or whatnot. I typically break up into friendships anyhow. And I haven't been the jealous type of guy in some many years now. That part of my brain and heart got obliterated a long, long time ago...
When I was 16, I didn't want kids.
When I was 18, I didn't want kids.
When I was 21, I didn't want kids.
When I was 25, I didn't want kids.
I'm 28 now....and I still, don't want kids.
I also don't really want to get married and think that the government's nose doesn't belong in personal love affairs between two people. Also, not really being Christian, I don't want to get married under a faith that while I am non-confrontational about, also do not adhere to my own belief.
MOST people around my age, are starting to settle down.
Except, well, me.
When I was 18, I'd decided that my little sister (4 years younger than me) would be the one to have kids, and I'd be the one trying to take care of our parents (my family is quite poor). And, 12 years later, that's pretty much how it's turned out mostly.
Now, I love kids. I just don't want MY OWN kids. OR the obligation to kids, really. However, I don't mind being around them if you're capable of being a responsible and independent parent.
I'm afraid of my own genetics, to be honest.
And also, like I said, I value my own freedom quite a lot.
This is why most women with children don't end up dating me.
They're usually thankful for my honesty, and maintain a friendship with me however.
To put it simply I suppose:
I don't want a family, I already have a sister, and parents. I already have a family.
But, love, doesn't really set boundaries.
The heart can't help what the heart desires.
So typically, really, YOU have to be the one to do it.