Letting myself be in control rather than the fear itself. I don't want to succumb to it anymore. Fear, in all aspects of my life is really holding me back in everything I want to do.
If you know how much time you have in your life, how would you like to spend the last one hour of it?
I don't know to be honest. Perhaps I'd like to spend the last hour watching a sunrise with someone I love. As long as I am at peace, I don't think I'd be that bothered. The sad truth of my life is that I'll probably spend it alone and no one will find my body for weeks. I'm a bundle of laughs this morning...
Go to the supermarket and Do massive shop just throwing things in for the hell of.it.Oh and get all the foods I think are too expensive for my normal budget. But I would also do a massive shop for t he food bank.