Hello, I have never participated on a thread, or forum before but feel like I have to reach out. Please allow me to explain. I am the type of person, and in the position where people always come to me for assistance.
These days I feel terribly empty. I am not depressed, but unloved and isolated.
I do not have any friends, partners, and my family, is not a close one.
We all live invisible seperate lives and no one is there, when you need them.
To explain the isolation I have felt over the years. If someone where to put me in solitary confinement, I would shrug my shoulders and continue to live.
I posses good, social and communication skills. But for whatever reason I feel the sense of community has been lost in the Western World. I get tired of ringing helplines... just so that I hear a voice talking back to me.
I honestly cannot remember a time when somebody gave me any affection or appreciation for who and what I am, and I basically am getting to a point in my life when I am starting to ask questions like.
I am a deserving person of company, friendship, or love, why do I feel people will not connect with myself even when I try with them?
I have seen alot in my life, as we all have and I love people so much and would do anything. I am the type of person that would give the shirt off his back to a stranger that was doing it tough.
It just sometimes is difficult to feel unappreciated, and unnoticed, thats probably not the right word. A more precise word would be unloved or I cannot seem to find that connection that you get with people anymore.
I have been living this life for many years now, and I am noticing that I cannot live on hope any longer...
I just need a break... and someone to obviously just to reach out and assist myself with some real emotional comfort. I cant honestly remember even the last time I had a hug, or anything like that, and I am not over exaggerating.
I need help and some suggestions, I am getting desperate
These days I feel terribly empty. I am not depressed, but unloved and isolated.
I do not have any friends, partners, and my family, is not a close one.
We all live invisible seperate lives and no one is there, when you need them.
To explain the isolation I have felt over the years. If someone where to put me in solitary confinement, I would shrug my shoulders and continue to live.
I posses good, social and communication skills. But for whatever reason I feel the sense of community has been lost in the Western World. I get tired of ringing helplines... just so that I hear a voice talking back to me.
I honestly cannot remember a time when somebody gave me any affection or appreciation for who and what I am, and I basically am getting to a point in my life when I am starting to ask questions like.
I am a deserving person of company, friendship, or love, why do I feel people will not connect with myself even when I try with them?
I have seen alot in my life, as we all have and I love people so much and would do anything. I am the type of person that would give the shirt off his back to a stranger that was doing it tough.
It just sometimes is difficult to feel unappreciated, and unnoticed, thats probably not the right word. A more precise word would be unloved or I cannot seem to find that connection that you get with people anymore.
I have been living this life for many years now, and I am noticing that I cannot live on hope any longer...
I just need a break... and someone to obviously just to reach out and assist myself with some real emotional comfort. I cant honestly remember even the last time I had a hug, or anything like that, and I am not over exaggerating.
I need help and some suggestions, I am getting desperate