PhoenixSoul
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Since 2010 when i broke up with my girlfriend after 5.5 years i fail to feel the point in human interaction.Im not locked in my house, i go to walks,i even started to like one girl but after 2 years she is still loving someone else,but when i ask her she says it's all in my head and i'm the one that sleeps beside her not someone else even tho she posts sad songs on facebook with messages like "you will understand","if you will call me".She was the only one that made me go like almost everyday with pleasure at her place.Now that i'm kinda sick with her lieing to me again i feel no need or point to make friends or talk to the old ones.Usually i wake up,eat breakfest,wash my teeth,go jogging,walk around town,come back home,do chores,watch movie sleep.I even followed the advice to go outthere and meet people and that didn't change anything.I talk to people thinking of completly something else,i laugh even tho i don't really feel like it.Is there a medicine for this?This has been going for some time and my parents say it's not normal and at my age i should have at least something stable (i'm 24 years old).Also my best friend in highschool whom i protected from bullies went at college and started to say i'm nothing cause he will become a doctor and i went to something more inimportant in society.I'm not much of a complainer cause i don't really care about 99% of stuff in my life and the 1% i do care are things that keep me healthy.Some advices or opinions would be apreciated.Am i a lost case ?
And also i don't really feel atracted to the girls that i see on the streets that are walking in tight outfits or few cloths and no...i am not interested in men.I noticed from my first girlfriend that except one girl at a time i can not look at others in a way that ussually guys do.
As background info: I lived my entire life with my grandmother,never say my dad and my mother lives like 5000 miles away.
And also i don't really feel atracted to the girls that i see on the streets that are walking in tight outfits or few cloths and no...i am not interested in men.I noticed from my first girlfriend that except one girl at a time i can not look at others in a way that ussually guys do.
As background info: I lived my entire life with my grandmother,never say my dad and my mother lives like 5000 miles away.