when i was younger my mother left me behind along with my three older brothers and still to this day i cant get over it she calls out of the blue just to upset me she calls me all the names under the sun she never once told me she loved me she would always tell me i was useless i know this seams harsh be i dont think i love her anymore infact i think im starting to hate her i need ways to fix me head form the abuse she caused to me councillors dont work ive been to about 15 and they dont help at all