You know, being completely alone for Christmas
may actually not be that bad as many believe it is...
I know many of you are probably asking "WTF?" but
it´s true, since in my case I´ve always spent Christmas
with my relatives, along with lots of food and all that.
BUT...
The catch is, 99.9% of my family just hates me.
For not being normal, outgoing and popular like my brother...for
not being what they expected them to be; for
being a quiet, shy person who withdraws to himself
most of the time. The result is, that every year I
end up spending a night where I hear nothing just
praise towards my brother and mockery towards me;
that is, when someone actually says anything to me.
Most of the time, I could drown myself or jump through
the window for all they care...so I spend the whole time
either listening to music, or playing with my Nintendo DS
while everyone else is having fun, eating, dancing...the
things normal people do. They just keep reminding me
what a defect I am, sometimes in a quite explicit way.
[Just like that time when my uncle told me "You are
nothing but a poor piece of crap"]
Given how I have no friends, there is no other option
as they pretty much force me to go every single year.
So...what would you prefer? This "just die" crapfest,
or enjoying the holidays in a quieter way? When you
think about it, it is kinda ironic how people who have
others to spend the holidays with want to be alone,
in contrast to those who are alone and just want to
have others by their side. What a crazy world this one is...
Cheers =)