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[triilsk]

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[Lonesome Crow]

I did that for a while...bar hoping, chasing women..ect.
The drugs, alcohol, sex, and nigjt life..
No lasting connections. Didnt really wanted any.
In some sort of time watp. It was real but wasn't
real. Runing....i was on a run.
Yes, i accepted it.
Whatever that was important to me, dudnt
matter either. I got tired of fighting for
What was right...it gose all wrong anyway
No natter what i did....

Might as will have a good time for what ut was.
Somejghts are better than others.
Yeap.. thats how i cope.
Most thought i just worked hard and party hard.
Plenty of women wanna take me home
And fix me or one night stands.
Not to be cool. Not to fit in...
Yhats how you fit in.
Yeap...they gk through the same honeysuckle...
Its weird when your heart broken and jadded.

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My life changed though....
J kinda accepted tbings az they are now too..
Tired of fighting. honeysuckle gise wrong no matter what i do.
Only different is....I love her. So i dont make it worst than
It has to be..
Of course....im with that girl that rioped my heart apart.
Dont know if i can handle jadded again.
She tells ne she loves me everyday.
I believe that she dose.....

 

[Harkat]

I think the remedy is to accept it.