I was lonely about 2 years and i reconnected with my old friends and everything is perfect once again i felt happy again and suddenly i started thinking about how every mans life must end at some point in life and that whatever we do is worthless because of that.... So i ask my self whats the point of living than, most people says its giving your self some future plan/challenge like finishing school, getting married, getting a child and stuff which than make you happy but that doesn't work for me because i don't have any plans.