i want a topic, or at least some encouragement in stuff like activities that people have done alone.
i was feeling bored and decided to go for a run. It sucked. I think one of my lungs collapsed, or... imploded. i started imagining that tunnel part that connects the bags, to my throat, all red, and stretching, and then ripping. my lungs full of blood, and then going like a balloon when you let air out, while i choke and gag, unable to breathe. i think out of 20 minutes, i ran for like 2 minutes. but i ran down two streets. so like a 1/4 a mile. i dont even smoke though, or do any drugs, and i spend like 5 to 8 hours on my feet at work, and i can ride my bike like 10 miles in one setting... i dont get why i couldnt run more. i think its cause the air was still a little cold. like, its 58.1* with clear skies and nice sunshine (florida) but it is still a little cold. I hope thats what it is, or that i can easily solve this problem. Im going to keep trying once a week.
It was hard to start though. cause i was looking for my shoes, cause i usually wear boots, but i couldnt find my shoes and was like, i bet theyre in the truck and its not here right now. but then i remembered i had some other shoes in the attic, so i went up there exploring and got them. i changed shirts like 10 times too, i settled for the blue shirt. woot then i took my phone and wallet. i walked a little from the place i live for people wouldnt be like 'I KNOW HIM!!!' even though i doubt anyone would even care, or it would even matter. then i went to start running and like the wallet and phone were all like, swing swing swing, in my pocket and i was all like, :\ so i just held them in my hand. i mainly walked. i was happy to just be outside, and like, doing it. but i felt kind of lame.
anybody got any?
i was feeling bored and decided to go for a run. It sucked. I think one of my lungs collapsed, or... imploded. i started imagining that tunnel part that connects the bags, to my throat, all red, and stretching, and then ripping. my lungs full of blood, and then going like a balloon when you let air out, while i choke and gag, unable to breathe. i think out of 20 minutes, i ran for like 2 minutes. but i ran down two streets. so like a 1/4 a mile. i dont even smoke though, or do any drugs, and i spend like 5 to 8 hours on my feet at work, and i can ride my bike like 10 miles in one setting... i dont get why i couldnt run more. i think its cause the air was still a little cold. like, its 58.1* with clear skies and nice sunshine (florida) but it is still a little cold. I hope thats what it is, or that i can easily solve this problem. Im going to keep trying once a week.
It was hard to start though. cause i was looking for my shoes, cause i usually wear boots, but i couldnt find my shoes and was like, i bet theyre in the truck and its not here right now. but then i remembered i had some other shoes in the attic, so i went up there exploring and got them. i changed shirts like 10 times too, i settled for the blue shirt. woot then i took my phone and wallet. i walked a little from the place i live for people wouldnt be like 'I KNOW HIM!!!' even though i doubt anyone would even care, or it would even matter. then i went to start running and like the wallet and phone were all like, swing swing swing, in my pocket and i was all like, :\ so i just held them in my hand. i mainly walked. i was happy to just be outside, and like, doing it. but i felt kind of lame.
anybody got any?