I just realized something the other day. I was walking home from school and I watched a group of people, teens walk by me, and I started thinking... Bad thoughts? x3 I 'unno what to call it but anyway, thoughts of torturing them and killing them off... The thoughts were pretty visual but it didn't bother me... And the thing I realized was that I see these things pretty much on whoever I see irl. I've even started planning on doing something... And it used to be fine, some thoughts about hurting someone a bit or something minor like that, always with people who decided to annoy me. But now it's with everyone, even the people closest to me... And it still doesn't bother me... And I feel this hate... I know "hate" isn't a word to be taken lightly but I honestly don't think I'm exaggerating(?) ... A hate for everyone... Not everything, just every human... Have I lost intrest in humanity? Or "faith" in it? Or whatever you want to call it... Do you think I need help, or that I will eventually do something stupid? Do you have these kind of thoughts to the extend that I do?
// Sorry for my bad english, ^^'
// Sorry for my bad english, ^^'