CyNiCalLiBrAn
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Im so tired of being withdrawn. Im tired of my life. Im tired of everything. All I want is to be loved and all that it entails. I just want to feel someone else against my skin. I've always been sort of withdrawn but I used to be a normal boy with my own beliefs and such. Now I believe in nothing and the only thing I feel is resentment towards the world. Why is it so hard for human beings to act like a HUMAN and love someone? Why are so many deserving people cast aside for no logical reason at all. I DESERVE to be loved but who loves me? Im tired of spending my nights and weekends alone in my room. Im tired of having a relationship with my laptop instead of a human being. I want to be noticed. I want to feel like im special like my life hasn't been a massive waste of resources and time. I feel like that movie crash when don cheadle was narrating and he mentioned that people crash into each other just to feel something. I know exactly how that feels I long to just be touched by someone. I don't even know why im writing this to a forum of strangers. I don't know what im expecting. Im really just so miserably fed up with being so alone. I want a hug so bad id do just about anything for it. Yet im sitting just feet from another human being that has no idea what suffering im facing. I really wish I could say how bad I hurt verbally so someone would get the idea.
and yet with my luck I would be the man that makes a post on a forum designated for lonely people and still be dismissed
and yet with my luck I would be the man that makes a post on a forum designated for lonely people and still be dismissed