cosmicpsyche
Active member
I am a 26-year-old female graduate student in science, wanting to improve tools for understanding the physical basis of the mind, living in west coast Canada for the last 3.5+ years. I was born and raised in Quebec before that.
If I could wish one thing, it is that sharing myself with others in this forum will help me feel safe expressing myself with the people in my work and personal life. As I get better at it, my dream is to spend time volunteering in labs in different areas of Europe. I think after that I would be open to any good work opportunity. I am interested in working in parts of the world I am less familiar with too, like India, where the man I love is from, but alas, I don't know when we will ever be together. My life is filled with divine wonder ever since he came into my life, but it might be a very long time still before we can really be together. Every day I try to keep stable against opposing temptations to have it now or give it up completely (equally true of work & love). If I gave in, in any way, I know for certain that I would lose it all anyway, because he wouldn't want to be with me unless I succeed in completing the work I have been pouring my heart in to.
I believe I am already moving in the right direction already, feeling happy as I am becoming aware of myself and resolving deep emotional issues. I am building up the leg power to make huge leaps, and I hope you don't mind coming across me falling down sometimes as I experiment with jumping off. I welcome critical feedback. But as I already said in another post, I would like it if no apologizing went from any side. Just direct, open paths of communication.
Tata, on to next thought. I must sleep now.
My heart is true and I hear everything it is saying. I move with it's rhythm
If I could wish one thing, it is that sharing myself with others in this forum will help me feel safe expressing myself with the people in my work and personal life. As I get better at it, my dream is to spend time volunteering in labs in different areas of Europe. I think after that I would be open to any good work opportunity. I am interested in working in parts of the world I am less familiar with too, like India, where the man I love is from, but alas, I don't know when we will ever be together. My life is filled with divine wonder ever since he came into my life, but it might be a very long time still before we can really be together. Every day I try to keep stable against opposing temptations to have it now or give it up completely (equally true of work & love). If I gave in, in any way, I know for certain that I would lose it all anyway, because he wouldn't want to be with me unless I succeed in completing the work I have been pouring my heart in to.
I believe I am already moving in the right direction already, feeling happy as I am becoming aware of myself and resolving deep emotional issues. I am building up the leg power to make huge leaps, and I hope you don't mind coming across me falling down sometimes as I experiment with jumping off. I welcome critical feedback. But as I already said in another post, I would like it if no apologizing went from any side. Just direct, open paths of communication.
Tata, on to next thought. I must sleep now.
My heart is true and I hear everything it is saying. I move with it's rhythm
welcome to the forum
