ArsenicFaust
New member
I have severe anxiety issues, I suppose. Even here, I'll either post the first thing I write so I don't sit here over thinking, and then go play my game; or I'll edit and rewrite this thirty times until it sounds almost okay, and passable, and none too crazy (blah blah) before I finally post it.
It's worse in real life. I'm soft spoken, have little control over how loudly I speak, and go through periods where my voice is little more than a whisper. So, not only is it increasingly difficult to just go talk to people, even if I were to, they wouldn't hear me.
I want to be able to fix it without medication, since benzos are highly addictive and I've been down that path with them too many times. I don't know. It's probably just a dumb gripe fueled entirely by doubting myself. Still. The internet has the beauty of relative anonymity; perhaps someone can relate or advise.
(And I am posting the first thing that comes to mind, just so I can forget it, and play an MMO. Yay, nerdiness lasting into adulthood...)
It's worse in real life. I'm soft spoken, have little control over how loudly I speak, and go through periods where my voice is little more than a whisper. So, not only is it increasingly difficult to just go talk to people, even if I were to, they wouldn't hear me.
I want to be able to fix it without medication, since benzos are highly addictive and I've been down that path with them too many times. I don't know. It's probably just a dumb gripe fueled entirely by doubting myself. Still. The internet has the beauty of relative anonymity; perhaps someone can relate or advise.
(And I am posting the first thing that comes to mind, just so I can forget it, and play an MMO. Yay, nerdiness lasting into adulthood...)