SlayerHendrix
Active member
So yeah, as the title says, I feel that I do want to "open up" to others, but everytime any such oppurtunity should arise, I back out.
I get very anxious and vexed whenever I do confide in others. I always get the feeling that although they are not saying anything hurtful, they are thinking it, even if it were just a fleeting thought in their minds saying that "Im weak" or "whiny", it would still disturb me to a great extent, and I would worry that their perception of me would change negatively.
It really frustrates me, as I know that telling others how I feel (when it was welcome of course) would help me a lot, and it would stop me from bottling anything up which I do all the time. It would also strengthen bonds and such.
So yeah, I suppose I am taking the first step by venting here anonymously on a forum, and I thank you if you have read this
I get very anxious and vexed whenever I do confide in others. I always get the feeling that although they are not saying anything hurtful, they are thinking it, even if it were just a fleeting thought in their minds saying that "Im weak" or "whiny", it would still disturb me to a great extent, and I would worry that their perception of me would change negatively.
It really frustrates me, as I know that telling others how I feel (when it was welcome of course) would help me a lot, and it would stop me from bottling anything up which I do all the time. It would also strengthen bonds and such.
So yeah, I suppose I am taking the first step by venting here anonymously on a forum, and I thank you if you have read this