... nice to meet you all.
Lonely as hell through the day. You get to 54 and look around you and wonder what went wrong, how did I end up here?
I can see more negatives than positives when I look back on it all, but I suppose it would all make an interesting biography for someone to read ... don't people get pleasure from other people's misfortune?!
Anyway ...
I split with my girlfriend of 18 years about 30 months ago, we never lived together and I am back on my own. I work from home which means I get up in the morning and go through the whole morning and afternoon without speaking to a soul. That hurts some days. In the evening I go see my ex and take the dog out for a walk, then stay for a tea afterwards ... it's what I look forward to. All the friends I had seem to have evaporated, and I can honestly say there's no-one in my address book, nobody I could call to see if they fancy going out for a drink. It didn't used to be like this ...
Was just thinking of deleting this but no I'll post it instead ..
(Just reading the above and it makes me sound like a real miserable sod. Quite the opposite - I'm full of life, I just have nobody to spark that enthusiasm any more.)
Lonely as hell through the day. You get to 54 and look around you and wonder what went wrong, how did I end up here?
I can see more negatives than positives when I look back on it all, but I suppose it would all make an interesting biography for someone to read ... don't people get pleasure from other people's misfortune?!
Anyway ...
I split with my girlfriend of 18 years about 30 months ago, we never lived together and I am back on my own. I work from home which means I get up in the morning and go through the whole morning and afternoon without speaking to a soul. That hurts some days. In the evening I go see my ex and take the dog out for a walk, then stay for a tea afterwards ... it's what I look forward to. All the friends I had seem to have evaporated, and I can honestly say there's no-one in my address book, nobody I could call to see if they fancy going out for a drink. It didn't used to be like this ...
Was just thinking of deleting this but no I'll post it instead ..
(Just reading the above and it makes me sound like a real miserable sod. Quite the opposite - I'm full of life, I just have nobody to spark that enthusiasm any more.)