ScruffyMcFly
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Hello there my names Robert and life just seems so boring and bland.. im not the most outgoing guy in the world so i dont have any friends and no girlfriend, and with my aunt katie dieing last year it got me depressed so i was in a slump ever since andmy mom had passed away on on the 2nd of feb this so its been a horrible past few months i would say :/ i always find myself wishing life was more exciting and fun but i know that will never come true because im caught in this vicious cycle at we call life. Although its a plus im not suicidal i dont see how im not.. i have a great job a loving family but it just gets lonely not having someone to vent to or share your ideals with and i cant try and connect with other people my age because most of them still party and i have grown out of that and dont drink anymore. But i suppose that just life right?