Hole and Walls

[Wishtobemyself]

Stuck inside the hole of emptiness
Lost between complicated human beings
I want to be exiled, I need to be washed away
I want to be new again
Oh, I wish I can...

Trapped again on this no-way-out walls
Listen to my own private conversation
I'm all alone alongside everybody, I've gone this far
Now I understand this half-self
But not whole part yet...

I listen to myself talking
coz nobody hears, because nobody wants to

I look at the mirror and see someone
Screaming in silence for help
Well, nobody hears coz nobody wants to

Should I say something, Is there a chance?
Even if it is, I know
If I speak the truth, will someone understand?
If I become my true self, will they care for me?
Or will they runaway?..

 

[Spare]

Very poignant. Good job.