Enough of the ******* pretzel talk. Jesus christ!! Why?! Take it outside, fresia! It's really annoying! I really can't believe the honeysuckle I'm reading, It's an absolute joke! There's no rhyme or reason to madness here is there? Huh?!
As for you AFrozenSoul, believe it or not, there is more to life than *******, alright? You need to change something in your life to make it more fullfilling. I know it's hard, believe me I know. But you are not alone in how you feel. I know it's easier said than done and all that honeysuckle, but you NEED to change if you are suicidal. It's really depressing me to think that you are suicidal because you can't get laid. I find it mind-boggingly absurd. You are not the only person on this ball of honeysuckle we call earth who has that ******* problem!! Believe it or not, a lot of us unfortunately just can't get it. So get it out of your head that you are the only man on earth who can't find a woman to fresia.
AFrozenSoul said:
Feel free to try and sway me one way or another. However, there is nothing that can sway me. I am gone, I have checked out,
This, I do not understand. You want me to sway you... But toward what? I hope it's to persuade you to not kill yourself?! But also... "nothing can sway me". So what are you looking for here? I want to help you like the others are, but I don't understand what you want me or anyone else to do for you. Tell me what to say or do! Do you want me to spew the old cliches? Hang in there. Hold on. Don't do it, your life has value. Does any of that help?
It's really depressing to read what you write. I remember when you said a horrible thing about your sister. Something along the lines of "At least I can say that I tried to talk to her but she wouldn't listen". That's just plain wrong, and you know it. Nobody in this world is responsible for you or me but you and me. Never burden anyone with your baggage. Never do that. You need to find something to reignite the fire inside you. I'm trying myself to do that, that's what I'm striving for. I need a reason to tell myself that I am of value in this world, that I can be of use, no matter how small. Otherwise I'll just wither and fade away.
I'll admit I never wanted to reply to you because I think I know that you won't really listen to me anyway. I mean, who the fresia am I to say anything to you? I'm just some ******* on a forum. Why should you listen to me? What makes me so special, that you should listen to what I have to say? Nothing, that's what. I'm just another wanker on this ball of honeysuckle floating in space, just like you.. But wait a minute... Me and you are the same.. Just like everyone else reading this. We're all the ******* same! Doesn't ******* matter if you're young, old, male, female, small, big. We don't have to lump ourselves into these catagories, it doesn't have to be that way, we should be above that! I just don't understand how people can be so bad to eachother so ******* often. It's ******* depressing it really is. And we're all just the same. Aren't we?
"On a thousand islands in the sea, I see a thousand people just like me"
Anyway, I've gone way off track, I'm here to try to talk to you. Just please tell me you'll try. Please. I'm weary, I'm just tired of everything, and you are just making me feel like complete honeysuckle. You know, I think I should probably leave. I came here to try and make a small difference with my opinion, but the more I think about it, it really just doesn't make any ******* difference. Nothing I ever could say, could change anything, and I'm sorry for that, I really am. I'm sorry
“Our knowledge has made us cynical; our cleverness, cold and unkind. We think too much and feel too little.” - Charlie Chaplin
