LoneKiller
Well-known member
Hi.
I'm going to get right to the point. I live with my father, mother, and grandmother. My aunt lives out in the country. My dad is 77, my mom 64, my grandmother 88, and my aunt 66.
Every day of my life I see them slowly coming closer to death due to health complications as a result of their age. I'm always thinking about what my life will be like without them. I can't prevent their deaths, but this is where I'm conflicted on how to feel about this.
All four of them have had really hard lives. They have worked their entire lives. They're just so very tired as a result. When one of them or all of them are dead I don't know whether I should be sad or relieved in a strange way because I know that death will finally bring them the rest they so richly deserve.
Am I making any sense here? Your guys' input would really help me out here.
Thank you for viewing.
-Jason
I'm going to get right to the point. I live with my father, mother, and grandmother. My aunt lives out in the country. My dad is 77, my mom 64, my grandmother 88, and my aunt 66.
Every day of my life I see them slowly coming closer to death due to health complications as a result of their age. I'm always thinking about what my life will be like without them. I can't prevent their deaths, but this is where I'm conflicted on how to feel about this.
All four of them have had really hard lives. They have worked their entire lives. They're just so very tired as a result. When one of them or all of them are dead I don't know whether I should be sad or relieved in a strange way because I know that death will finally bring them the rest they so richly deserve.
Am I making any sense here? Your guys' input would really help me out here.
Thank you for viewing.
-Jason