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ExtensivexLDL
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Figuratively speaking of course.
Every single day there is work that must be done. There is never enough time to catch up and no matter how well I try to plan out each of my tasks, I never finish any single one of them in the time that I alloted myself to complete it. In regards to the title of this thread, I'm speaking of course not only in terms of getting a girlfriend (or one lousy date for now at least) but also generally in regards to all social aspects of my life. I have wasted four DEFINATE years of my life while I was in high school due to being such a loser and I fear that the same will happen during these remaining years in university but for a different reason. Then.. there's nothing left but the workplace where socializing becomes stifling. If I've (at least) been on a single date by then, that'd be a better but still.. I'm not really sure what to do about any this. I just want to experience that feeling where I'm FULLY AWARE that I've completed all there is to complete and I can relax, call up my friends, etc.. I don't know.. And off course the workload won't decrease in the higher years and in fact will go to the contrary..
Anyway.. all the times that Im at my campus I see all these people walking in groups everyone.. Loads of people on their cellphones.. They've got pretty good social lives and I'm just stuck in my mouintain of work as usual.. I don't really have friends I can meet up with there and I've been counting on choosing a couple of clubs to join but since there are over 400 clubs there, the whole process of picking some out is proving to be quite long..
I just want time to slow down..
Every single day there is work that must be done. There is never enough time to catch up and no matter how well I try to plan out each of my tasks, I never finish any single one of them in the time that I alloted myself to complete it. In regards to the title of this thread, I'm speaking of course not only in terms of getting a girlfriend (or one lousy date for now at least) but also generally in regards to all social aspects of my life. I have wasted four DEFINATE years of my life while I was in high school due to being such a loser and I fear that the same will happen during these remaining years in university but for a different reason. Then.. there's nothing left but the workplace where socializing becomes stifling. If I've (at least) been on a single date by then, that'd be a better but still.. I'm not really sure what to do about any this. I just want to experience that feeling where I'm FULLY AWARE that I've completed all there is to complete and I can relax, call up my friends, etc.. I don't know.. And off course the workload won't decrease in the higher years and in fact will go to the contrary..
Anyway.. all the times that Im at my campus I see all these people walking in groups everyone.. Loads of people on their cellphones.. They've got pretty good social lives and I'm just stuck in my mouintain of work as usual.. I don't really have friends I can meet up with there and I've been counting on choosing a couple of clubs to join but since there are over 400 clubs there, the whole process of picking some out is proving to be quite long..
I just want time to slow down..