I just wanted to die.

[callista_05]

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[SophiaGrace]

Have you sought any help like...counseling services or anti-depressants? You know; depression is caused by cognitive distortions and a lack of seritonin in the brain. Please promise me you'll try to get help for your depression. I know you might feel as though there is no hope for you or that you cant get help but; you never know until you try.

Promise me you'll stay safe.

(((((((((callista))))))))

P.S. I'm on Anti-depressants and go see a psychologist, it helps.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

(((((Callista)))))))
I sorry you feel that way.
I care about you very very much.
I don't have all the answers. I do know I bless the day
you came into my life.


would it help...if I say you can have the remote control ?

Some say "this too shall pass"...whatever troubles i may be
going through or anxiety attacks I might have. Sometimes
if feels like a part of me is dying inside and I'm in the pit
of despair. It's like a rebirth process. I feel like I'll go out
of my freaken mind. I guess so....out of my mind and into my heart.
I'll struggle like a butterfly trying to get out
of the cacoon. This struggling process is not to be interupted becuase
it's getting the butterfly's stronger before it spread it's wing and fly.

you know...if you touch a butterfly's wings...it can't fly.

I've been having a bit of trouble lately about the god thing.
I don't understand it..I been told god is love.
I havn't been praying much for years becuase i lost my faith.
I'm praying like hell atm...that love would surround you and
fill all the emptiness you feel inside of your heart.

may peace, love and happiness surrounds you every moment
of your life.

 

[Satyr]

I just wanted to die – right at this very moment.

Don't. It would be bad.

Death isn't fun. They put you in the ground with no tv and throw dirt on top of you. People walk all over you and the invertebrates attempt to use you for food...and don't think cremation is the answer because this opens up an entirely new set of problems.

This is coming from a certified corpse, so I know a little of what I speak. Very little in fact. :/

 

[Minus]

(((((Callista)))))))

 

[Unacceptance]

Out of embarrassment, happiness, sadness? You gotta clue us in heer.

 

[Sanal]

Why do you even think of ending your life? Life is all about loops to good side and bad side. Once you are in the peak of things going worse, the tables will turn and you'll start going the other side, to the best part of your life. So just dont give up.

 

[RobertJW]

See a specialist.......I have and eventually we got somewhere.

I now take 2 different anti depressants. My life sttill sucks but at least I dont keep crying anymore.

Hope things improve for you soon

 

[Unacceptance]

Wanted to die, at this moment. Something is not in chronological order there...

 

[callista_05]

It just occured to me that i hv a very low pain threshold...i cant afford hurting myself....LOL!!!

 

[evanescencefan91]

thats probably a good thing, it's not a good idea to start cutting or burning yourself, those habbits are prone to cause an additiction and taht would just open up a whole new set of problems,

but anyways

*hugs*

 

[Lonesome Crow]

It just occured to me that i hv a very low pain threshold...i cant afford hurting myself....LOL!!!

Okay..now I really have to know.
Did you tried to tatoo yourself or what ?
Maybe your belly button ring got caught on your blouse ?