ghostly..theroadhome
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anyone to turn to?
I'm trying to finish a degree in 2 months.
I've got to find accomodation, and cant get any. My mom is making my life hell because she hates me doing well. I've no morale or social support.
How can I cope living alone, and being able to be strong to do this alone? It means alot, Im so scared Im not going to do well enough.
I dont know if I can pull it all together in 2 months, I'm more scared, and its more the fear thats holding me back.
I'd do anything at this stage so succeed, cos I can now see my mom doesnt care, she was willing to shout at me everyday and not care, and now that its coming closer and I still havent come close to finishing, she's getting happier and happier and is leaving me alone, 2 months before I've got to finish.
I've got to get a place soon, and I cant find one, I'm asking the college and I'm not sure if they'll allow me
I really dont know what to do, but the more my life falls apart the more my mom is happy. I've got to some how pull through and get on my feet by sept. to be also able to support myself in accomodation and money for sept as well as completing this.
I really have no one to turn to apart from my counselor, Im trying so hard to be in a better position in sept. and get my career and life together, with no support from anyone.
I really dont know who to turn to, I cry myself to sleep every night, sobbing, knowing I still havent completed at the end of the day. I really dont know how to achieve it faster, Im waiting for to hear about accomodation, cos I think that might make a difference than my mom shouting at me daily and putting me down, and generally very controlling.
I need to prove, I am able to be successful and she's not going to stop me, and I've got to survive enough to make it through to live independently with money etc. otherwise, my life will be hell.
I really dont know who to turn to and I dont have anyone to turn to.
How do you be alone, knowing there an impending life of hell if I dont pull through this time
I'm trying to finish a degree in 2 months.
I've got to find accomodation, and cant get any. My mom is making my life hell because she hates me doing well. I've no morale or social support.
How can I cope living alone, and being able to be strong to do this alone? It means alot, Im so scared Im not going to do well enough.
I dont know if I can pull it all together in 2 months, I'm more scared, and its more the fear thats holding me back.
I'd do anything at this stage so succeed, cos I can now see my mom doesnt care, she was willing to shout at me everyday and not care, and now that its coming closer and I still havent come close to finishing, she's getting happier and happier and is leaving me alone, 2 months before I've got to finish.
I've got to get a place soon, and I cant find one, I'm asking the college and I'm not sure if they'll allow me
I really dont know what to do, but the more my life falls apart the more my mom is happy. I've got to some how pull through and get on my feet by sept. to be also able to support myself in accomodation and money for sept as well as completing this.
I really have no one to turn to apart from my counselor, Im trying so hard to be in a better position in sept. and get my career and life together, with no support from anyone.
I really dont know who to turn to, I cry myself to sleep every night, sobbing, knowing I still havent completed at the end of the day. I really dont know how to achieve it faster, Im waiting for to hear about accomodation, cos I think that might make a difference than my mom shouting at me daily and putting me down, and generally very controlling.
I need to prove, I am able to be successful and she's not going to stop me, and I've got to survive enough to make it through to live independently with money etc. otherwise, my life will be hell.
I really dont know who to turn to and I dont have anyone to turn to.
How do you be alone, knowing there an impending life of hell if I dont pull through this time