I went to a psychiatrist today and it was such a terrible experiences
I don't know why this happens to me.
I was nice and polite and just wanted to get help beacuse I struggle so much with my mom's suicide.
But ...
she didn't give a honeysuckle about me. no empathy. Didn't really care what I had to say or how I am feeling. All she cared about was writing her report that she has to send to the health insurance company and be done with it
then she talked bad about therapists and psychologists.
It felt like she didn't believe me when I told her about my problems.
She didn't understand why I can't go to work and said I should just go back there
then she talked bad about what I studied (no idea why?)
And then she asked me if I want to take medicine. I told her that I am not sure. And I wanted to tell her my concerns about taking meds and what my therapist told me about it
she said therapists know nothing about meds and then she wrote down about me in her report that "the patient refuses to take medicine"
And that she is just wasting her time here with me then.
and then in the end I just said that I guess I could try some meds. So she prescribed me something and I could go after that.
And all that happened in just 5 minutes and then she was done.
I am feeling very angry
She will write a report to my health insurance company. I think it will have negative consequences for me
I don't know why this happens to me.
I was nice and polite and just wanted to get help beacuse I struggle so much with my mom's suicide.
But ...
she didn't give a honeysuckle about me. no empathy. Didn't really care what I had to say or how I am feeling. All she cared about was writing her report that she has to send to the health insurance company and be done with it
then she talked bad about therapists and psychologists.
It felt like she didn't believe me when I told her about my problems.
She didn't understand why I can't go to work and said I should just go back there
then she talked bad about what I studied (no idea why?)
And then she asked me if I want to take medicine. I told her that I am not sure. And I wanted to tell her my concerns about taking meds and what my therapist told me about it
she said therapists know nothing about meds and then she wrote down about me in her report that "the patient refuses to take medicine"
And that she is just wasting her time here with me then.
and then in the end I just said that I guess I could try some meds. So she prescribed me something and I could go after that.
And all that happened in just 5 minutes and then she was done.
I am feeling very angry
She will write a report to my health insurance company. I think it will have negative consequences for me