stinky_cheese_dude
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stinky_cheese_dude said:I get anxiety and panic even with online interaction - says a lot for me.... I tried the chat group on here, but never said anything. Even there I felt out of place, I was intruding. That's not the fault of the other members, it's me.
stinky_cheese_dude said:And why give up? After spending most of my adult life like this - I have little to no fight left in me. I try things not for my own benefit, but so it sounds better when I see my counsellor. So they feel they are doing a good job.
stinky_cheese_dude said:I'm sick of it. I'm 40 years old, lying in bed in tears describing to someone I don't know what a pathetic, non-existent social life I've had since my teens. I don't have the luxury of meetups or groups that even remotely interest me, and even if there were, could I actually face going to one? I tried Skype chat, kik groups, IRC, forums and it all amounts to the same for me. I'm just still lonely and it's really kicking me down at the moment. I'm sorry.
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