EmilyFoxSeaton
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Everyone always seems to accept that it is a good thing to "live life" but I haven't -- lived life and I am here to say I am not sorry. Anyone else feel the same?
My year book quote has was something like she has had a good life who has lived life and laughed a lot. But right from a young age I didn't much see the point in "living" I mean I haven't sat in my house and I do things that are required but for the most part I am cautious and don't do things. It is possible on my death bed I will regret it but, I doubt it. This includes..
- get drunk,
- use drugs;
- have more that basic sex with one or two seriously trusted conservative friends -- and that was when I was young.
-Travel in anything but very safe and accepted modes / motels
- go out after dark (or drive)
- eat very experimentally
- Pretty much date --ever
- pretty much have anything but on line or one or two friends.
- exercise in any sort of strenuous way.
And I am here to tell the whole... LIVE LIFE, YOUR A LOSER IF YOU DON"t HAVE A ZILLION FRIENDS / GO OUT TO DRINK EVERY NIGHT, crowd that a lot of you on here feel you need to be a part of... that it is a scam.
- I discovered recently that like 8 or 9 different cancers are just caused by sex. Or rather HPV. I have two girlfriends who literally have cervical precancerous cells that they have to have horrible procedures to take care of and live in constant fear -- because of HPV that they got due to sex. Sex that they didn't really care about anyway and sure as shoot wasn't that good. Throat cancer, oral cancer... cervical, anal.. all like 90% HPV. No thanks. I think cancer rates could drop dramatically if people stopped having sex (hypothetically if that could happen)
- Drink or use drugs... like 10 different cancers are strongly associated with drinking and drugs. Many don't even require abuse of them. What is the point of drinking at all? And when you think of all the potential devastating things that can happen... rape, drunk driving -- death driving... gastric cancer.... no just no. Not going to apologize for never being drunk ever and see no point it doing so -- even one drink. I also have had drugs for like medical procedures and I have never had any "high" that helped at all. Mostly made me hallucentate badly.
- I don't understand why anyone -- save for a guy that needs a sexual outlet- would date or get married. Most people are horrible and there is the very likely chance you will at least one abusive guy that will make you his Nicole Brown Simpson but assuming nothing else -- like a cheater -- I just find most of my female friends miserable with their husbands based on the basic differences between men and women. Monogamy doesn't work. I don't even think married couples should live together. You just get sick of the same person all the time. And assuming you put up with all of that to avoid dying alone, the very likely chances are that you will. That no matter what your spouce could die before you or just not be there when you pass. I just don't see the point the many years of your life looking for the "right one"/ marriage etc. 50% of marriages fail. Why do people still try?
- Every day I get off the subway and though there is an escalator right there tons of people choose to walk up the stairs. A lot of stairs. They get there the same time as me. If asked they would say "exercise is good for you." from where I sit, no, no it isn't. Lookit, you only have one leg/ knee hip and over a certain age it starts to degrade with use but yet I see 50 year olds running up the stairs. I think it is wise to conserve your body pretty much your entire life. Exercise should be just enough to increase your breathing and get more O2 but conserve your body to the best of your ability. "no pain no gain is the best way to keep sports doctors in business and you in a wheelchair."
- I traveled all over the US and some Europe and I just can't get up for it anymore. The truth, looking at my photos now, most of the things i saw when traveling where man made things--- made to get me to come there and spend money. Noting genuinely important or worthy of seeing. Tourist traps. There might be one or two other places I might want to visit but I suspect in the end I might feel the same way about it, not worth it. Any people I met I had fun with but what was the point of them? They were single serving friends... complete waste of my hot air.
- I don't go out after dark. No I am not 90. For the most part I see absolutely nothing at all good happening at night. Drunk drivers are out at night, police are out at night, easier to get mugged or other things and most times... ALL the crazies come out at night to ride the subways or trains. Every bad thing is more likely after dark. I don't understand people who think it is cool to go out at night and stay out at night.
So basically I don't drink, don't smoke, don't do drugs, don't eat anything but very bland normal foods you can find at Kroger, don't date, don't have sex, don't go out with friends, don't travel, go out after dark, or exercise. In common world parlance, boring. And I am *really* living the dream and, not sorry, not sorry one bit.
My year book quote has was something like she has had a good life who has lived life and laughed a lot. But right from a young age I didn't much see the point in "living" I mean I haven't sat in my house and I do things that are required but for the most part I am cautious and don't do things. It is possible on my death bed I will regret it but, I doubt it. This includes..
- get drunk,
- use drugs;
- have more that basic sex with one or two seriously trusted conservative friends -- and that was when I was young.
-Travel in anything but very safe and accepted modes / motels
- go out after dark (or drive)
- eat very experimentally
- Pretty much date --ever
- pretty much have anything but on line or one or two friends.
- exercise in any sort of strenuous way.
And I am here to tell the whole... LIVE LIFE, YOUR A LOSER IF YOU DON"t HAVE A ZILLION FRIENDS / GO OUT TO DRINK EVERY NIGHT, crowd that a lot of you on here feel you need to be a part of... that it is a scam.
- I discovered recently that like 8 or 9 different cancers are just caused by sex. Or rather HPV. I have two girlfriends who literally have cervical precancerous cells that they have to have horrible procedures to take care of and live in constant fear -- because of HPV that they got due to sex. Sex that they didn't really care about anyway and sure as shoot wasn't that good. Throat cancer, oral cancer... cervical, anal.. all like 90% HPV. No thanks. I think cancer rates could drop dramatically if people stopped having sex (hypothetically if that could happen)
- Drink or use drugs... like 10 different cancers are strongly associated with drinking and drugs. Many don't even require abuse of them. What is the point of drinking at all? And when you think of all the potential devastating things that can happen... rape, drunk driving -- death driving... gastric cancer.... no just no. Not going to apologize for never being drunk ever and see no point it doing so -- even one drink. I also have had drugs for like medical procedures and I have never had any "high" that helped at all. Mostly made me hallucentate badly.
- I don't understand why anyone -- save for a guy that needs a sexual outlet- would date or get married. Most people are horrible and there is the very likely chance you will at least one abusive guy that will make you his Nicole Brown Simpson but assuming nothing else -- like a cheater -- I just find most of my female friends miserable with their husbands based on the basic differences between men and women. Monogamy doesn't work. I don't even think married couples should live together. You just get sick of the same person all the time. And assuming you put up with all of that to avoid dying alone, the very likely chances are that you will. That no matter what your spouce could die before you or just not be there when you pass. I just don't see the point the many years of your life looking for the "right one"/ marriage etc. 50% of marriages fail. Why do people still try?
- Every day I get off the subway and though there is an escalator right there tons of people choose to walk up the stairs. A lot of stairs. They get there the same time as me. If asked they would say "exercise is good for you." from where I sit, no, no it isn't. Lookit, you only have one leg/ knee hip and over a certain age it starts to degrade with use but yet I see 50 year olds running up the stairs. I think it is wise to conserve your body pretty much your entire life. Exercise should be just enough to increase your breathing and get more O2 but conserve your body to the best of your ability. "no pain no gain is the best way to keep sports doctors in business and you in a wheelchair."
- I traveled all over the US and some Europe and I just can't get up for it anymore. The truth, looking at my photos now, most of the things i saw when traveling where man made things--- made to get me to come there and spend money. Noting genuinely important or worthy of seeing. Tourist traps. There might be one or two other places I might want to visit but I suspect in the end I might feel the same way about it, not worth it. Any people I met I had fun with but what was the point of them? They were single serving friends... complete waste of my hot air.
- I don't go out after dark. No I am not 90. For the most part I see absolutely nothing at all good happening at night. Drunk drivers are out at night, police are out at night, easier to get mugged or other things and most times... ALL the crazies come out at night to ride the subways or trains. Every bad thing is more likely after dark. I don't understand people who think it is cool to go out at night and stay out at night.
So basically I don't drink, don't smoke, don't do drugs, don't eat anything but very bland normal foods you can find at Kroger, don't date, don't have sex, don't go out with friends, don't travel, go out after dark, or exercise. In common world parlance, boring. And I am *really* living the dream and, not sorry, not sorry one bit.