I have a problem and I haven't been able to figure out what it is. I'm not sad, but I'm not exactly happy. I'm just stuck in the middle of a crisis that I feel like I can't solve. There's only one thing that makes me remotely happy: nature. The feeling of a gentle breeze caressing my skin, or the intoxicating view from a tall promontory overlooking a wide river. Nature is my drug, and I'm stuck in an urban environment half of the time. I came here feeling as though people would understand, but now it seems a little silly... I'm very young but I already know what I want to do. I want to see the world. I just don't know how I'm going to cope with the dullness until then. Any input would help... If, of course, there is any input to offer.