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I'm not a troll. I used to be very weak and incompetant, and very angry as a result. I was ugly, scrawny, socially retarded, had acne, etc... No girls were attracted to me. I had friends in High School, lots of them at least by junior and senior year (was when I was extremely popular) but I was still unable to be in a relationship with a girl. Just FYI, my female friends in High School were HOT, too, at least 65% of them were. That's because there were certain behaviors (bad looks and Aspergers traits) that stood in between friendship and romance.
I did my first makeover at 18 which brought me from Court-Jester/Pet-Monkey to Normal Person. But with that makeover I became very defensive, shy, paranoid, and angry. I was so afraid of any weakness EVER being exposed that I could not even get a sentence out. I was silent and closed off, and that intimidated girls. I would rather be not noticed at all than noticed as a weakling or some Asperger-behaving freakshow. I eventually started meeting some girls who were attracted a bit at first, but they friendzoned me due to my lack of Alpha traits. (I can post details if you want)
Even when I transfered to a college to where I LOVED the environment, I would freak out when girls would talk to me. And I couldn't talk to them. I actually became even more and more angry and paranoid, and all I cared about was becoming tougher and tougher, so I enrolled in every activity I possibly could to toughen me up. It reached a point where I just wanted to drop school and go to Iraq/Afghanistan and maybe get killed, but when a recruiter told me to lie about previous medical history, I just felt so paranoid of getting caught, I couldn't do it. By this point though, I had discovered the Pickup Lair and some Anarchist Activist friends, so I realized that they would help me solve my problems.
Eventually, I quit caring about the "tough guy" honeysuckle, and realized that my last problem was that I had to move my looks up from "mediocre" to "hot". So that's what I'm doing right now. Taking good care of your looks in addition to always building social capital and making business schemes are the two best aphrodesiacs.
I did my first makeover at 18 which brought me from Court-Jester/Pet-Monkey to Normal Person. But with that makeover I became very defensive, shy, paranoid, and angry. I was so afraid of any weakness EVER being exposed that I could not even get a sentence out. I was silent and closed off, and that intimidated girls. I would rather be not noticed at all than noticed as a weakling or some Asperger-behaving freakshow. I eventually started meeting some girls who were attracted a bit at first, but they friendzoned me due to my lack of Alpha traits. (I can post details if you want)
Even when I transfered to a college to where I LOVED the environment, I would freak out when girls would talk to me. And I couldn't talk to them. I actually became even more and more angry and paranoid, and all I cared about was becoming tougher and tougher, so I enrolled in every activity I possibly could to toughen me up. It reached a point where I just wanted to drop school and go to Iraq/Afghanistan and maybe get killed, but when a recruiter told me to lie about previous medical history, I just felt so paranoid of getting caught, I couldn't do it. By this point though, I had discovered the Pickup Lair and some Anarchist Activist friends, so I realized that they would help me solve my problems.
Eventually, I quit caring about the "tough guy" honeysuckle, and realized that my last problem was that I had to move my looks up from "mediocre" to "hot". So that's what I'm doing right now. Taking good care of your looks in addition to always building social capital and making business schemes are the two best aphrodesiacs.
lol, jk
