TheAnxiousPain
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I will be moving to NJ in the next 3 weeks. I have $1,500 saved. I feel really really guilty and scared because I am letting go of my family full blown no contact. It hurt me to go no contact from my mom therefore I will just contact her via email. This is a must. All the years of put downs and mental abuse. But yesterday took the cake. I was sitting on the couch and my two brothers felt they wanted yo gang up on me and hurt me as usual, but yesterday it got vicious. My brother started to reveal that dad regretted me and just was Started to say hateful honeysuckle in front of everyone. I just kept watching TV, and next thing I know I had an old iPhone 4 launching at my mouth and that iPhone 4 model is made of glass like and it literally bust my lip Wide open. My brother claims he didnt mean to, but he did. Everyone know he did. He just told my MOM that. I Walked away broken and it took me back to when i was a little girl. Now Ive been thinking Im so screwed up. i dont even think moving away will matter. I cannot imagine a life Without their validation.