When I first entered High School, I had a lot of social problems, but once I reached my sophmore and junior years I had a good group of friends. Everyone on my XC and Track team was very close and we were all best friends. I was a little sensitive, which caused me problems/ arguments sometimes...But overall, I fit in just fine back then.
However, this year (senior year), the school system divided the schools up and all my friends live on the opposite side of town...I got sent to the other school. Though, get this, I would spend the first half of my day at their school and the other half at mine because of certain classes I took...So, I don't really think I should've grown that far apart from everyone. I still saw ALL of them, EVERYDAY...But apparently I did "grow apart"...More excuses...
I wasn't ALWAYS included in EVERYTHING to begin with, but soon after the split, I found myself left out of absolutely. Everything. I now have no friends other than a great, best friend of mine named Alex.
Things then got the worst when I took my friend Cassie to my prom. I have no friends at my home school, so when I brought her, she pretty much knew she'd be the only one I could hang with, honestly. I'm an outgoing guy, really...But I just simply don't like many of the people at my home school. Anyhow... Cassie is a well known tease and leads guys on and loves to assume they all love her...Anyhow, the first 2 hours we had loads of fun, but supposedly she thought i liked her into the night and she ditched me. I was all by myself...Everytime I approached her she'd run away, literally. I went outside and sulked for a bit but decided I wasnt going to let someone do that to me. Not again. I didn't want to kill her fun, but I had noone there to speak to and she knew it...She was my best friend that was a girl, and I felt terrible...So I tapped her on the arm, asked her to get her things, and we left. Didn't say a word to one another and haven't since.
Ever since, she has singled me out and gossips about me constantly. Revealing secrets I told her and spreading rumors. As if I wasn't already unincluded enough, I have now been left out of everything and noone will even as much as look at me except for my best friend Alex who still comes by just about everyday because he believes me...Everyone in the group knows the true story. I haven't told it to any of them, but other people who were at the prom saw what happened...It doesn't matter though...
I'm sick of being lied to and left out of everything. I'd like to forget about them and move on, but I live in a small town and its slim pickings. I finally have a car now so that helps, but still.....I even got lied to about something that was going on today fer fucks sake...What the fresia do I do?
However, this year (senior year), the school system divided the schools up and all my friends live on the opposite side of town...I got sent to the other school. Though, get this, I would spend the first half of my day at their school and the other half at mine because of certain classes I took...So, I don't really think I should've grown that far apart from everyone. I still saw ALL of them, EVERYDAY...But apparently I did "grow apart"...More excuses...
I wasn't ALWAYS included in EVERYTHING to begin with, but soon after the split, I found myself left out of absolutely. Everything. I now have no friends other than a great, best friend of mine named Alex.
Things then got the worst when I took my friend Cassie to my prom. I have no friends at my home school, so when I brought her, she pretty much knew she'd be the only one I could hang with, honestly. I'm an outgoing guy, really...But I just simply don't like many of the people at my home school. Anyhow... Cassie is a well known tease and leads guys on and loves to assume they all love her...Anyhow, the first 2 hours we had loads of fun, but supposedly she thought i liked her into the night and she ditched me. I was all by myself...Everytime I approached her she'd run away, literally. I went outside and sulked for a bit but decided I wasnt going to let someone do that to me. Not again. I didn't want to kill her fun, but I had noone there to speak to and she knew it...She was my best friend that was a girl, and I felt terrible...So I tapped her on the arm, asked her to get her things, and we left. Didn't say a word to one another and haven't since.
Ever since, she has singled me out and gossips about me constantly. Revealing secrets I told her and spreading rumors. As if I wasn't already unincluded enough, I have now been left out of everything and noone will even as much as look at me except for my best friend Alex who still comes by just about everyday because he believes me...Everyone in the group knows the true story. I haven't told it to any of them, but other people who were at the prom saw what happened...It doesn't matter though...
I'm sick of being lied to and left out of everything. I'd like to forget about them and move on, but I live in a small town and its slim pickings. I finally have a car now so that helps, but still.....I even got lied to about something that was going on today fer fucks sake...What the fresia do I do?