I met a girl recently and I completely ruined it. I couldn't decide if I wanted to be with her or not. One minute I was crazy about her and then the next I didn't want to be with her. I don't know what is wrong with me. I told her that because I wanted to be honest. She hates my guts know because I have done this 3 times to her. But she kept taking me back. She hates me, wants nothing to do with me. I've somehow managed to run off the only girl that has ever cared for me and I feel like a terrible person. Now that she is gone I don't know if I really care for her, or if I just want something I can't have. What do you think?? Is there anyway I can fix what I've done?? I can't get her out of my head. I feel sick to my stomach for hurting her like I did.