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san_te
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Not caring much for anything. Relationships or communications of any kind are like lifes joke. Still alive. Living for something that will never happen but I dare not repeat that to myself. I love you i hate you I need you i want not to exist. Endless circle with no option to get out. Dont fall in love. Dont give your energy or life to anyone. Joy love compassion confusion jealousy anger hate fear misery. Where are you. I need you here with me. Trying living no reason no care. Torn wavering life to death. No hope. No meaning. Inanimate. If it won't happen, let me not waken tomorrow. My existence never have existed. No though no memory no form no expetience
nothing. My mind.
nothing. My mind.