BlueArtist
Well-known member
Well good friend that I truely cared about.
A while ago she broke of the friendship because:
1. Asking her how she was doing and if everything is ok = Invasion of her privacy
2. Caring about her but also having romantic feelings towards her = Can't have both, it is either one of the two but can't have both
3. Talking to her asking about her likes and dislikes = Trying to analise her, aparently a no-go too
4. Being friends one isn't allowed to have hope for something more than just friends further down the line.
I'm tired and depleted, physical and emotionally, after 23 years of searching. Seems no matter what I do when I fall for someone it is always wrong. Time I throw in the towel and just keep moving by myself.
A while ago she broke of the friendship because:
1. Asking her how she was doing and if everything is ok = Invasion of her privacy
2. Caring about her but also having romantic feelings towards her = Can't have both, it is either one of the two but can't have both
3. Talking to her asking about her likes and dislikes = Trying to analise her, aparently a no-go too
4. Being friends one isn't allowed to have hope for something more than just friends further down the line.
I'm tired and depleted, physical and emotionally, after 23 years of searching. Seems no matter what I do when I fall for someone it is always wrong. Time I throw in the towel and just keep moving by myself.