Mike510
Well-known member
I don't know where to post this since it kind of covers being Lonely, Shy, having Social problems and Relationship issues.
I am 23 years old and I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore. I live in a pretty messed up neighborhood so it isn't always safe to go outside. In high school I hated it so much that I felt alone and felt like I didn't have a reason to live because my life would never get better. I have always had social problems but as high school went along I was able to make friends with a handful of people, but since graduating they all either moved or we don't keep contact so I don't have anyone to hang out with. Following high school I went to College and never really meet anyone I would hang out with. I finally finished college in March but I have applied at over a hundred jobs now and only gotten 1 interview because I have no experience. I am starting to feel like why should I even bother no one wants to even give me a chance.
Regarding relationships, I never had a girlfriend in high school because I was to nervous or socially awkward to speak to them. In college there was a girl I meet a few years ago we went out a few times but we would go somewhere and I wouldn't say anything most the date cause I didn't know what to talk about. The same thing happend when I hung out with friends when I was in high school. Things got kind of weird pretty quickly in the relationship so I told her I wanted to break up. She kept following me and harassing me for some time after that though. In August of 2011 I meet a girl on a website that I frequently posted on and we became friends very quickly. I found out we had a lot in common, more than I had in common with anyone else. Only problem was she lived in Michigan, so we discussed it and we said that we could make it work and we could visit one another every year in person. Well neither of us had jobs so we had trouble ever meeting, we would IM and Skype alot instead (that way I knew she was real). We talked for hours almost every night, until a couple months ago when she got a job. The first week she got the job we talked about 15 minutes a night, and since then she said she is to busy to talk even 15 minutes. We would always email one another and ask each other how are days went. Now she goes 3 or 4 days at a time without responding, and she acts like it is an inconvience to even do that. She emailed me a couple weeks ago and said that she should stop sending me emails and let me find someone else, I don't care for anyone else though. I am picky about who I feel comfortable to be open with and she is the one person I felt I could discuss anything with and now she doesn't even want me.
Between the living in a place I can't stand, not being able to find a job, not being able to make friends, and having the one person I felt I could connect with barely even speak to me I feel like I did in high school when I didn't see any reason to live.
I am 23 years old and I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore. I live in a pretty messed up neighborhood so it isn't always safe to go outside. In high school I hated it so much that I felt alone and felt like I didn't have a reason to live because my life would never get better. I have always had social problems but as high school went along I was able to make friends with a handful of people, but since graduating they all either moved or we don't keep contact so I don't have anyone to hang out with. Following high school I went to College and never really meet anyone I would hang out with. I finally finished college in March but I have applied at over a hundred jobs now and only gotten 1 interview because I have no experience. I am starting to feel like why should I even bother no one wants to even give me a chance.
Regarding relationships, I never had a girlfriend in high school because I was to nervous or socially awkward to speak to them. In college there was a girl I meet a few years ago we went out a few times but we would go somewhere and I wouldn't say anything most the date cause I didn't know what to talk about. The same thing happend when I hung out with friends when I was in high school. Things got kind of weird pretty quickly in the relationship so I told her I wanted to break up. She kept following me and harassing me for some time after that though. In August of 2011 I meet a girl on a website that I frequently posted on and we became friends very quickly. I found out we had a lot in common, more than I had in common with anyone else. Only problem was she lived in Michigan, so we discussed it and we said that we could make it work and we could visit one another every year in person. Well neither of us had jobs so we had trouble ever meeting, we would IM and Skype alot instead (that way I knew she was real). We talked for hours almost every night, until a couple months ago when she got a job. The first week she got the job we talked about 15 minutes a night, and since then she said she is to busy to talk even 15 minutes. We would always email one another and ask each other how are days went. Now she goes 3 or 4 days at a time without responding, and she acts like it is an inconvience to even do that. She emailed me a couple weeks ago and said that she should stop sending me emails and let me find someone else, I don't care for anyone else though. I am picky about who I feel comfortable to be open with and she is the one person I felt I could discuss anything with and now she doesn't even want me.
Between the living in a place I can't stand, not being able to find a job, not being able to make friends, and having the one person I felt I could connect with barely even speak to me I feel like I did in high school when I didn't see any reason to live.