I'm suffering from depression b/c of my life experience I had in th past that was so pathetic.. I've been thru so many crises with my family, & the ppl outside, I was always picked on @ school, I got hit by my parents a lot even as an adult:club:
I've been bckstabbed by th ppl who I thought where my closest friends,
nvr been in a sXual relationship b/c I always get rejected ever since H.S., I'm always getting hassled @ my job. I'm 41 still living with my mom & sis.
Occasionaly I have suicidal thoughts.
I've been thru therapists but 0 of them helped me.. I wake up evry morning asking myself If I deserve 2B alive..
B/C of this I've Bcome a bitter person, I ignore ppl or curse them out if they get on my nerves, I have a bitter attitude, I'm not a friendly person b/c of this BS Ive been thru in my life.
Ppl in this world can B so cruel, that's Y I feel so much like hell. I'm really suffering..
I've been bckstabbed by th ppl who I thought where my closest friends,
Occasionaly I have suicidal thoughts.
Ppl in this world can B so cruel, that's Y I feel so much like hell. I'm really suffering..