ShellShock
Active member
There is so much to tell but I just feel like I can't open up no more.
Depression is one of these things that haunts me, it got so bad over the years.. I have it for around a decade now.
I tried whatever to deal with it. I wasn't born with it, it was given to me by nasty humans. Why? because.. because they had to hammer these demons into me.
As so much time has passed and I learned more about this world.. I know way more than when I was as a gullible teenager.
And I have my own way of perceiving things, because this way im truthful to myself.
Is it really even depression anymore? Is it mainly my mind?
Things seem to be so boring, empty and meaningless.. lots of things. Also because I got older and they dont seem as fresh as when I was much younger.
Maybe its a loop now? this cruel world causes me depression. It just leaves me no hope.
Depression is one of these things that haunts me, it got so bad over the years.. I have it for around a decade now.
I tried whatever to deal with it. I wasn't born with it, it was given to me by nasty humans. Why? because.. because they had to hammer these demons into me.
As so much time has passed and I learned more about this world.. I know way more than when I was as a gullible teenager.
And I have my own way of perceiving things, because this way im truthful to myself.
Is it really even depression anymore? Is it mainly my mind?
Things seem to be so boring, empty and meaningless.. lots of things. Also because I got older and they dont seem as fresh as when I was much younger.
Maybe its a loop now? this cruel world causes me depression. It just leaves me no hope.