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gollim
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Howdy folks.....i just found yalls site....looks interesting so thought i may give it a go. I try not to think about my situation much,but as I get older I realize that the more i go thru life the worst off im becoming.
An FYI on me......im 32 yr old male been married for 9 yrs.....have 3 children.....none of which are from me and my wife together......she had a son and a daughter when i met her......I had a son. I adopted her 2 very early in the married,nothing that i would ever regret.....but just adds in on my situation i guess.
Im a very affectionate person,always have been,my wife is the complete oppisate. As the years have gone by and job promotions and lifestyle changes it has become a shell of a relationship.....very sugar coated on the outside.
I have tried to talk to her about this for over the last year or so.....she tells me if i dont like the way things are that i should go.....that shes not changing for anyone,that shes very content with her life. I moved down here to lousiaiana on a job in 1998 met her and stayed. All her family is here with her friends........i get so lonely most days i cry......yes sad i know......I wont leave my children so i suck it up.....but meing so alone all the time sucks,nevermind not having any sort of sensual type interaction in oh god i dont know how long.
I turned my life to video games....online types.....at least some social interactions that i can partake in......that also being sad.
well im sorry for the rant guys being new and all i should have just said "hi" but its been a long bad day and just felt like typing.....thnx again in advance if u read this.....ill be sure to stop by often.....as i have no one else to talk to anyway
An FYI on me......im 32 yr old male been married for 9 yrs.....have 3 children.....none of which are from me and my wife together......she had a son and a daughter when i met her......I had a son. I adopted her 2 very early in the married,nothing that i would ever regret.....but just adds in on my situation i guess.
Im a very affectionate person,always have been,my wife is the complete oppisate. As the years have gone by and job promotions and lifestyle changes it has become a shell of a relationship.....very sugar coated on the outside.
I have tried to talk to her about this for over the last year or so.....she tells me if i dont like the way things are that i should go.....that shes not changing for anyone,that shes very content with her life. I moved down here to lousiaiana on a job in 1998 met her and stayed. All her family is here with her friends........i get so lonely most days i cry......yes sad i know......I wont leave my children so i suck it up.....but meing so alone all the time sucks,nevermind not having any sort of sensual type interaction in oh god i dont know how long.
I turned my life to video games....online types.....at least some social interactions that i can partake in......that also being sad.
well im sorry for the rant guys being new and all i should have just said "hi" but its been a long bad day and just felt like typing.....thnx again in advance if u read this.....ill be sure to stop by often.....as i have no one else to talk to anyway