MellyVinelli
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Hello fellow lonely people.
I'm here because...well...self explanatory.
I'm chasing companionship that seems to allude me. I am in a relationship. In fact, I am engaged...for the past 3 years with no sign of setting a date. I love this girl and I would say that I got lucky as she's out of my league. She makes me feel that way.
For a long time now, I've been unable to be myself around her, express my interests and share my love for her. No intimacy, nothing. To the contrary, she tells me to stop being such a pussy or grow some balls, stop being such a man child, useless...etc.. Bullies, i've coped with all through school. The woman I love, it truly breaks my heart.
I spend most of my time playing black ops 2 which gets annoying quickly or playing guitar. And funny I just noticed today that all the songs I'm playing and singing to myself are country songs about love or the lack thereof.
Society puts an immense amount of pressure on men to be macho Clint Eastwood cowboys when it comes to handling emotions and stress. I'm not a cowboy, far from it. Sorry you had to read all that...
I'm here because...well...self explanatory.
I'm chasing companionship that seems to allude me. I am in a relationship. In fact, I am engaged...for the past 3 years with no sign of setting a date. I love this girl and I would say that I got lucky as she's out of my league. She makes me feel that way.
For a long time now, I've been unable to be myself around her, express my interests and share my love for her. No intimacy, nothing. To the contrary, she tells me to stop being such a pussy or grow some balls, stop being such a man child, useless...etc.. Bullies, i've coped with all through school. The woman I love, it truly breaks my heart.
I spend most of my time playing black ops 2 which gets annoying quickly or playing guitar. And funny I just noticed today that all the songs I'm playing and singing to myself are country songs about love or the lack thereof.
Society puts an immense amount of pressure on men to be macho Clint Eastwood cowboys when it comes to handling emotions and stress. I'm not a cowboy, far from it. Sorry you had to read all that...