hey man you're not an ungrateful ass, try not to think like that,
we all have problems
*hugs*
seriously after my junior year in highschool, i had no friends, not one person that I could call a friend, not even aquantances,
and it sucked,
but it wasn't the end, life sucked but it wasn't the end, i kept going to class, did a few part time jobs went to the gym rode my bike everywhere
time went by, I graduated then i went to highschool and I was still lonely for a few months, I went out for a smoothie, and saw some kids playing soccer, I asked to join in and they've become good friends since.
sorry for the lame recap,
point being remeber you're not the only one,
you're not the only one who's felt like they had no friends,
but it's not the end
it takes patience and courage for good things to happen I guess
you are only a failure when you cease to try
you're lucky you you got some online classes, get to sleep in everyday awesome,
but if the weather is nice you should try getting out, at least for a walk or something the worst that could happen would be you get a little excersie
but you're a nice guy, you deserve some friends and anyone would be lucky to have you as a friend
you're awesome
hang in there man
*hugs*