Hi, i just wanted to share my mind with someone because i feel that i will explode. I feel that i've been in a deep state of depression for 4 months. Causes are obvious for me- my dad died, i've lost contact with my sister and my mother, i'm on my way to loose my home and i just cannot find anyone to share my concerns with. I'm just scared that people won't understand what i'm going through and will start to thing of me as a second class person who has nothing. The whole world seems to be so cold and ungracious. I just want everything to end for me. I always help other people when they need help. But always when i ask for help no one is around. Lately i started to consider a suicide but thanks to God i haven't done it yet.
I think i should feel much better when someone read this.
Thank you all for being here!
Cheers
I think i should feel much better when someone read this.
Thank you all for being here!
Cheers