Tuppence
Well-known member
I read your threads, I want to help, I can't.
If I try, I come out with rubbish and I have no idea if it made sense or not. A lot of what I say gets ignored so maybe it didn't make sense. Maybe it was offensive. If I've ever offended you, I'm sorry.
But I think this makes me lonely. Either I don't know what to say or I say something and regret it, rightly or wrongly. Then I withdraw.
I don't want to withdraw from here. You do seem to be nice people which isn't true of every site. And if I can't talk to people who feel the same way as me, how am I going to talk to anyone else?
My plan is to get a job when A starts school. She's 6 months old, so it won't be happening for a long time. But the more time I spend away from people, the more trouble I have when I do find myself in company, and the more I doubt my ability to do a job. I've never even had a Saturday job. I've worked for my mum, that's it - and that was difficult. I was so afraid of making mistakes, and I often did.
If I try, I come out with rubbish and I have no idea if it made sense or not. A lot of what I say gets ignored so maybe it didn't make sense. Maybe it was offensive. If I've ever offended you, I'm sorry.
But I think this makes me lonely. Either I don't know what to say or I say something and regret it, rightly or wrongly. Then I withdraw.
I don't want to withdraw from here. You do seem to be nice people which isn't true of every site. And if I can't talk to people who feel the same way as me, how am I going to talk to anyone else?
My plan is to get a job when A starts school. She's 6 months old, so it won't be happening for a long time. But the more time I spend away from people, the more trouble I have when I do find myself in company, and the more I doubt my ability to do a job. I've never even had a Saturday job. I've worked for my mum, that's it - and that was difficult. I was so afraid of making mistakes, and I often did.