Restless soul
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First off let me start by saying I was browsing the threads on here for some time. And the advice and feedback I see from some if the members have been very insightful, helpful and informative. I wasn't even sure which topic to post but since the forum topics are so closely intertwined with the theme of loneliness I figured I would pick this main one.
So what brought me here. Well..relationship cut short
And that cut deep. And that woke me up to a sad reality. My story is not unique in anyway. Don't even want to get into that much detail would be too long-winded. Basicly I was shut out of someones life that I wanted to be with. Spend more time with. And develop something more meaningful with. And it's been a long time since I felt that way about someone. And becoming persona non grata so quick with someone you were just spending some real intimate moments with does something to you. It brought my Depression. Isolation. Low-self esteem to the forefront and made it ten fold worse. I hate to blame the timing of the year start of summer as being the worst time. But yeah, that plays a part as well. She was even a bit rude and threatening after for some reason after I tried to reestablished communication. That was very confusing and damaging. And yet, I still try reaching out to her after all that trying to hold on to some hope. But its been a futile attempt each time. Not sure what else I can add without making this ten pages. But it would be great to hear any feedback, suggestions. Questions.
Thanks
So what brought me here. Well..relationship cut short
And that cut deep. And that woke me up to a sad reality. My story is not unique in anyway. Don't even want to get into that much detail would be too long-winded. Basicly I was shut out of someones life that I wanted to be with. Spend more time with. And develop something more meaningful with. And it's been a long time since I felt that way about someone. And becoming persona non grata so quick with someone you were just spending some real intimate moments with does something to you. It brought my Depression. Isolation. Low-self esteem to the forefront and made it ten fold worse. I hate to blame the timing of the year start of summer as being the worst time. But yeah, that plays a part as well. She was even a bit rude and threatening after for some reason after I tried to reestablished communication. That was very confusing and damaging. And yet, I still try reaching out to her after all that trying to hold on to some hope. But its been a futile attempt each time. Not sure what else I can add without making this ten pages. But it would be great to hear any feedback, suggestions. Questions.
Thanks