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Active member
Hello.
I am 20 years old, living in northern europe. I have been extremely lucky in life, never struggled with anything. I have had all the opportunities one can ask for. My only hindrance is myself.
I wish I could find purpose and direction in life, I suppose those are the reasons why I feel lonely; everything seems very futile and unneccesary. Don't get me wrong, I am not suicidal, I could never end my own life.
I think the reason as to why I am having problems finding a direction is because of death - doesn't it make finding a purpose in life truly hard?
Once I used to have a friend I felt I could share everything with, I could act as strange as I wanted without feeling ridiculed, but our paths split years ago and I have felt lonely ever since.
I registered at this forum some time ago, but I chose not to do anything else, content with observing. I suddenly felt like I should be selfish and try to see if this community could serve as a substitute for my old friend.
Pardon my gloomy introduction, I was planning to tell you more about me, but I think I will have time for that later.
I am 20 years old, living in northern europe. I have been extremely lucky in life, never struggled with anything. I have had all the opportunities one can ask for. My only hindrance is myself.
I wish I could find purpose and direction in life, I suppose those are the reasons why I feel lonely; everything seems very futile and unneccesary. Don't get me wrong, I am not suicidal, I could never end my own life.
I think the reason as to why I am having problems finding a direction is because of death - doesn't it make finding a purpose in life truly hard?
Once I used to have a friend I felt I could share everything with, I could act as strange as I wanted without feeling ridiculed, but our paths split years ago and I have felt lonely ever since.
I registered at this forum some time ago, but I chose not to do anything else, content with observing. I suddenly felt like I should be selfish and try to see if this community could serve as a substitute for my old friend.
Pardon my gloomy introduction, I was planning to tell you more about me, but I think I will have time for that later.