ardour said:
One problem is the tendency to overthink everything and read meaning into others reactions when it isn't there, whereas other average "low achievers" (your words here) do not.
This. It reminds me of my learning-disabled hyperactive cousin. I don't mean to sound harsh, but it is clear that he has some significant impairments, you can tell just by observing him. With all the difficulties he has, it's amazing that he conveys the confidence he does... (I'll get into that below.)
The guy had his first girlfriend relatively on time, at about 19 or 20 years old, and here I am like a ripe tomato but still without any experience.
Two things he does, that I do not: Socially oriented. Not sure if it's the hyperactivity that pushes him to just talk to anyone, or if it's his nature.. but IT WORKS. The other thing, he doesn't give a crap how anyone sees him.. this is LOW SELF AWARENESS turned into a positive.
I've seen some folks where the low self-awareness just kills it.. I think you have to have a certain kind of personality, a certain outlook, perhaps even a certain appearance or "charm" to make low self-awareness work. Whatever that is, my cousin has it.
On the other hand: I have an old friend who had the low self-awareness and would talk to anyone, but almost everyone was turned off by him. Here we have two creatures who have a great difficulty in perceiving their self-image, one successful, the other painfully not...
Zett said:
I think the big sticking point for you is that you believe talent or genetics has a lot more to do with success than hard work and self belief. I think this line of thought needs to be challenged. I know plenty of people who get stuck on that and end up doing nothing. But then people like this come along and show us that it is the opposite.
I think it's ridiculous to think he was born to be a yoyo master, this is skill developed from years of passionate work which culminates in the expression of his identity through one field of himself.
It is inspiring, but my analytical mind must nonetheless challenge some of this. The guy in the video later on went on to become an engineer, which proves he had a solid intellectual foundation to start with. (Sorry, I just can't help it!
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Improving in most things requires discipline and the ability to take a punch (or a perceived punch) and get back up. I've found it's very hard for me to deal with those "punches" or "setbacks" in general, but especially in all matters social. Perhaps trying a different psychiatric medication, especially one that improves my horrific attention span, may be one way to help myself get over the hump here.
Having someone approach me, for instance, and I'm just zoned out and can't react in time... IME there's a definite element of inattention behind this tendency. Another classic example is someone trying to have a conversation with me and I lose interest very quickly and start daydreaming: then I have to ask them to repeat what they said. Either that, or it's too boring for me. I can't get myself to focus or show interest when it is expected... another byproduct of ADD or slow cognitive tempo, whichever you want to call it. I simply don't have the discipline to find a way to improve this naturally. The only other alternative is chemistry.