Share and care

[Psycrow]

The idea in this thread "or we could call it a share box" Is to tell about anything and i mean ANYTHING what you either have on you mind or did something funny/strange/crazy happend for you recently but there was no one to share it with ?

Laugh or cry from a movie you just watched ? Or did you just have an awsome meal somewere that you would like to tell about so other people might go there and also try it out ? or what happend or will happens for you ?

I am interested in reading what people comes up with, because i want to know what happens for other individual
people around the world recently.

Camera..Action...Go !

 

[sierra]

I just signed up here.

 

[ThatOneDude]

I just watched Get him to the greek. During the part where they smoked the Jeffrey, I laughed so hard I cried. It might have been one of the funniest things I've ever seen.

 

[floffyschneeman]

I did nothing today and it feels good to be able to relax and not worry that you are.

 

[Psycrow]

Haha yes i also watched that movie and the jefrey part make me laugh hard XD

hahahahahaa rofl
HF

I also slept the most of the day away just in order to relax
so there is nothing wrong with that bro
as long you dont do the Jefrey XD hahaha !

 

[Evangeline000]

I just spent Valentine's Day trying to make it special for my boyfriend, but in the end, I just gave him a plush frog and candy with a V-day card. Talk about original. He went all out for me. He bought chocolate and created my card on his mac and learned Japanese just to impress. The sad thing is.. every time I talk to him now, I'm so low in self-esteem that I ask him questions that might help boost it but it's not worth it. Every time I ask, he becomes a little annoyed. I do it constantly so I understand, but sometimes, I feel like I lost myself along the way. I lost so much confidence after entering college. Now all I do is wonder if I'm ever good enough to be with him anymore. He takes care of me, puts up with me, and treats me so well. He's chivalrous and kind. I wish I could see myself in his light. Is there a reason why I'm like this?

 

[Psycrow]

Im no specialist in anything regarding peoples feelings and behavior, but i know it is a normal thing to feel low self esteme when you are in college due to new changes. speciel if you are a person who likes to stay in the green zone and not crossing the yellow or red zone.

Or it can be the the grades or not feeling like you blend in...if you feel lost in college, then perhaps find other roads in life that suits you better. So you end uo with doing stuff you like.

It is not the gift that matters but that you think of him...right..and i bet he is happy for that candy..i would be..cuz i love candy ...nomnomnom

 

[SilentComfort]

I recently sold a CD on an auction site for a sum of (converted sum) 36 USD. (or 26,7 euro). I am selling CD's i don't need. One reason is to get rid of them, another reason is its a little fun.

 

[Psycrow]

What kind of cd was that ?
Because that was alot for it..you should be in that kind of bussines

 

[SilentComfort]

What kind of cd was that ?
Because that was alot for it..you should be in that kind of bussines

Its just a series of collection CDs called "Absolute Music" which were released in intervals here with the popular radio hits at the time.. I have most of those who were released between 1993-2000.

 

[Psycrow]

I see, but i still wonder..who buys old cd in times like these were you can get anything on youtube or other places

 

[Stepchild]

I see, but i still wonder..who buys old cd in times like these were you can get anything on youtube or other places

Me. I do. I do use Spotify, but I also have been collecting CDs for years. The best albums are worth having as physical copies.

By the way, this is a nice idea for a thread. I often have weird/funny stuff happening to me, and I find myself wishing I could share it with somebody. Next time something like that happens, I'll keep this thread in mind.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

I do live an active life. I work, attend support groups, hang with friends N had a Gf...
I still cant seem to be able to make connection @ a deeper level as I used to. I dont know if its becuz of all the ptsd or too much heartaches and abused I lives through.
My also call Gf...she too much into herself. She honeslty tried to connect with me but she too has her demons.

So my HsGF called...there lots going on with that...a lot of personal things I cannot reveal @ the moment..other then shes trying to connect with me again..but she like in TX ..just like all my ex lives in TX..lol I live in CA. Im trying not to compair her to what My Exwf did..My exwf want to get back with me too not too long ago.

I dont feel lonely or sad. I just feel theres something missing in my life.
Yet @ the sametime I also feel like Im breathing again becuz Remae called me. I wish not to be negatoive about it..but I also dont want that fualts hope either. .

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I even have 2 sponsor from my support groups. One is too bussied becuz he's MD witha very bussied scchedule. He tried to help as best he can. Hes always supportive when I see him. The other has less recovery than me..He tires too but everytime I try to open up about some ever personal matters...it turns into whats hes going through and I end up sponsoring him.lol Or listen to him.
Even recently 2 of my sisters had been trying to connect with me. With my younger sister..it feels like shes inteigating me. My older sister is being very patiecne and had invited me serveral times to go vivit her or write me on FB.
My duaghter Jordan just disappaered
without even saying anything to me.
Kelsie my step duagjhter calls me once a week. She moved back to Chicago after she came out to Ca to live with me. My eldest step Daughter Tiff is missing in action.
My yougest duaghter Kimberly that I never met wieghts heavy on my mind ( Renae daughter) A lot of complicated issues. I need to face and deal with.

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I cant talk to my parent about Kimberly..becuz Im very angery when it comes to Renae and Kimberly...
Becuz all I want to do is latch out @ them. Lot of complicate matters
Im still very upset with them by the way they were treating my step duagher Kelsie.
I miss and love all my girls very much and I can hold anyone of them. Sometimes I worry for their Lives and safty becuz the world is not too nice of a place for young women.

 

[Tamsinne]

Ok that's a nice idea. Thank you to whoever started this site by the way, and to those who preside. I know tonight I just wanted to say what was on my mind. There didn't seem to be anyone else to appropriately say it to. So I found this place... thanks.

Well. I have been so entertained by some of the phrases and poems & pics people have as their signatures or avatars, I'm not so lonely now.

I'm putting a plan in to get more connected. I am a gemini though. We hate routine, so it gets hard for me to keep going to the same group or whatever. But, too much freedom and you can end up on your own... I'm doing a writing project - at home alone- and feel so alone. I think it messes with your head after a while and you lose sight of the fact that people like you and want you around. Hm yes. I think that.

Also, I'm pretty sure, along with people who like me etc, there are some people that I liked who ended up not liking me. Certainly they did not keep in touch with me when I left town. Ignoring my emails. And even some new people I've met not returning my overtures. It is strange because I believe I'm pretty nice and heaps of other people really like me so why not them?

Maybe I should just remember all the people who do like me and who seek out my company.

Tonight I feel both: happy, listening to party music
and also: kinda tired that I have to start again making friends (having relocated to another city). It's exhausting. Some people last a little while then fall away. ahhhhh. I did not take this into consideration when I chose to move. Lucky. Or I never would have come.

 

[Stepchild]

Okay, so something happened today that wasn't funny/strange/crazy, but I think it qualifies as share-worthy anyway, because it made me feel bad, and I don't really have anyone else to share it with right now.

We've got this laundry room in the cellar of the apartment house where I live that you can reserve in advance. This morning I got up a bit before 9 am to take some laundry down there, and two hours later when I went back down I was greeted by a furious woman. Apparently I remembered the days wrong, and my reservation wasn't until tomorrow morning. She was really irate; because of my screw-up she would be late for work or something.

I didn't know what to say or do. I'm not used to people directing their negative outbursts of emotion at me. I even get terribly anxious when people around me are arguing, even if I'm not involved in any way. Not a good way to start a day. Worst part is, that'll be pretty much the only social interaction I'll experience today.

 

[Joseph]

Stepchild, next time something like that happens you may want to consider saying something like the following:

It was a mistake. A mistake that I will apologize for just as soon as you apologize for disrespecting and attacking me.

 

[Stepchild]

I guess she had every right to be mad at me, I screwed up, after all. I'm just a huge wimp, that's why I took it so hard.

 

[kaede]

i had two really weird kind of scary dreams last night that woke me up, but now i only remember one of them and only just barely. the one i remember was like something out of the movie "the machinist"....creepy. anyway thanks for letting me share!

 

[Iang]

Laughter is the best medicine












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[Dessa]

I smell spam.