i havnt posted in a long time but have some good news. Over the last 6 months i've made a lot of progress. I got my first job, my license and a car, started to feel comfortable around people and stopped hating myself so much. pretty good progress to my standards. Here's the big news, I GOT A DATE! with a girl that i think is amazing. She's 5 years older then me but that doesnt bother me at all. i am a little nervous about going on this date because it's been a while and I dont know for sure if i can be the "star". Any tips would be great from you ladies out there.