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Somnambulist
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Hello, I'm a 33 year old idealist from California. I welcomed the first rain yesterday. I love the simple (and usually free) things in life ... the smell of wet Earth after the rain, a nice smile, a kind gesture, a compliment, a good cry, a genuine hug, the smell of salt in the air, a glass of dark red wine, candles and incense.
I always knew, deep inside, that the most serious problem (or, perhaps, the only one) in my life is loneliness. It has been the only constant in my life. For a while, I had a great career, and I was even part of some meaningless social circles. I deluded myself into thinking that I've "made it". But, that innermost wisdom kept whispering to me, "This is very wrong. Beware, you're headed for disaster." I always knew that the charade would end, just not how or when.
Yesterday, I saw a TEDx talk on "Lethality of loneliness", which is how I eventually discovered this forum. Yes, loneliness kills more people than smoking, alcoholism, and obesity. And, it should ! Because it's far more serious than any of those other issues and needs to be taken deadly seriously.
If you ask me why I think loneliness on this Earth is so pervasive, I'll tell you that it is simply because people have their priorities in life all backwards.
The career is long gone, the imaginary social circles have disappeared. All that's left is a mystery that no longer seems important to solve.
A somnambulist is someone who walks in his/her sleep. I've walked through what seems like a very surreal experience, much like a dream .... a nightmare ... that has lasted 33 years.
That's me. Do say hello.
I always knew, deep inside, that the most serious problem (or, perhaps, the only one) in my life is loneliness. It has been the only constant in my life. For a while, I had a great career, and I was even part of some meaningless social circles. I deluded myself into thinking that I've "made it". But, that innermost wisdom kept whispering to me, "This is very wrong. Beware, you're headed for disaster." I always knew that the charade would end, just not how or when.
Yesterday, I saw a TEDx talk on "Lethality of loneliness", which is how I eventually discovered this forum. Yes, loneliness kills more people than smoking, alcoholism, and obesity. And, it should ! Because it's far more serious than any of those other issues and needs to be taken deadly seriously.
If you ask me why I think loneliness on this Earth is so pervasive, I'll tell you that it is simply because people have their priorities in life all backwards.
The career is long gone, the imaginary social circles have disappeared. All that's left is a mystery that no longer seems important to solve.
A somnambulist is someone who walks in his/her sleep. I've walked through what seems like a very surreal experience, much like a dream .... a nightmare ... that has lasted 33 years.
That's me. Do say hello.